I woke up this morning not jubilant at all, but i had this nerve, the nerve to do something different and independent, that couldn't be shaked. Maybe it's because I finally went down saturday and got that vacuum, maybe its because i know every other wednesday might crack, maybe it's because i like someone and dont give a fuck about lookin like a monkey about it any more...maybe it's because my promise breaking ex texted me this mornin to confess he misses the shit outta me, maybe it's because i have hella dishes and a house to clean, maybe it's because i gave that girl a piece of my rusty quick tonuged wit, maybe it's because i know i need to muster up some sort of motivation to get my classwork done....or MAYBE it's an accumulation of ALL those things to cause that created this tensious nerve?
BUT I feel kind of liberated right now, and for once like a tsunami of self confidence destroyed my oppressed feelings, thoughts, ALOT OF CONFRENTATION, reprecussions and sexual and academic inhibitions. I'm clear minded and focused.
I mean it's like when you have to ask someone to do ur dirty deeds so ur feels arent detected, it's key why dont you want ur feeling detected? My response was i dont want that person knowin i feel that way BUT no body would do the deed...so hell i went and did it myself...and I feel GOOD about it. No offense to the girl AT ALL but, it was something I had to see did i have the audacity to do it...AND I DID!!!
I feel like having my roommate call me Key Lime 50 times so i can do my little happy dance, lmao.
So I'm going in for the gusto ALL week....and that means watch the fuck out. Anything i want, Anything I feel, Anything i'm passionate or aspired to do WILL get ACCOMPLISHED! if i like you, if i dont like you, if i want to befriend u (highly doubt) who gives a shit imma do it!
If i dont want to exercise because i think my fat is SEXY imma stay like jelly because jam dont shake like this!
key lime key lime key lime! is going in for the gusto!!!!!!!!!!!!
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you are right when you say "If i dont want to exercise because i think my fat is SEXY imma stay like jelly because jam dont shake like this!"
ReplyDeleteI believe that the first thing to realize is that you are fat. it is the first step of getting better.
Me, even just two from my several fitness cards, i try to do every morning. It is a great feeling when see the calendar full of X. Accomplishment indeed.
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