My Uterus is Quivering

It does every so often, randomly contracts...yeah WEIRD.

So i finally realized that i have a little pattern going on with the bloggiest of spots. So generally i post a facebook status update that moves me enough to get on this site and elaborate in a blog. I try not to be sexually explicit...but typically that's just me. I'm a crude one. But I delete alot of memorable text in my phone...i went from 202 text to 77 msg...it kinda hurts reading over those texts i cant lie...sucks. but I'll get over it...fuck them, get money as Kimosobi tells me. but i cant help to be gloomy about it.

So I asked Choose and T. Marinara would they support me if i became a pornographic (okay i offically hate car alarms FUCK it's 1:09 AM FUCKIN MIND U!) director and they thought i was joking...I'm actually like seriously considering like the whole private invetigator job. but i was SO serious about the directin shit too.

I miss random talks with Kimosobi...he's always schoolin me and it always has something to do with batman...I wonder do they talk about it...i hope not i'd be SO embarrassed. kimosobi is an info brain-iac. When all else fails Kimosobi.

lately i haven't been as insomniac as usual...

Is it weird that i still say my midnight prays? the whole:

"Now as i lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord my soul to keep
And if i die before i wake, I pray the lord my soul to take."

I always thought that little pray was dope ass [explicit word]
Like when i was 5 i made a mental note of that little stanza being
the dopest shit i've heard...of course i was 5, didn't really have a plethora
of things i've heard prior anyways...but it's still good in my books after
all that time.

I had this little pray book for girls, i still have it actually, on my book shelf
accumulating dust [saddenin/pitiful] and SUPPOSEDLY i was suppose to memorize prayers
every so often til i was such and such age and have the whole book memorized. my brother didn't have to do that shit! SEXIST, i tell you,l so i stopped. Every so often i did pick it up [this might sound unbelievable to some but i was a religious, every sunday church going little girl]...now im just passive about it...which is fucked up because what if god, if u believe in that, just got passive on me ya know?

God is JUST like a parent, to me...how'd i get from erasing text msgs to god, i will never know....man deletin those text must of been somewhat liberatin then...still sucks ass tho!