The Beginning of Insomnia

It's close to 2 o' clock in the morning, i lay in my bed, up as ever and my eyes are beggin me to cease this foolish notion of insomnia and give all this "but i can't sleep" bullshit a rest....but as always im restless and unsettled. Yes, yes, im new on the bloggest of spots, tryna be a white dot on a black sheet of paper...I'm a black sheep, but highly blessed and favored. 3 mins to 2 o' clock...I started this bloggin shit because my friend did, Funny thing is i threw away some friends off this online journaling shit, I started this bloggin shit so when it's 2 minutes to 2 o'clock and countin, i just wont be sittin up by myself with my thoughts, I started this bloggin shit because i need an outlet...a sweet surrender...Damn, Damn It's 2 'o clock.